Hmm....i don't know whether shld i be happy or sad.

Erm...happy because i have alot of fun today, by laughing alot...

Sad because i did VERY badly for my EOY.

Anyway, me, ah song and JH went playground to so called RELAX!

We played a game called "color catching",

even though we do not know the exact rules....

we played for 3 rounds then we stopped,

and we took some random photos....

Went home at 5pm...ate dinner at 7pm....

Dun know wat to do, just stare at the computer blankly...

HOW?! MY RESULT SUCKS!!!

I AM IN DEEP S**T!!!

*omg, i am so vulgar!*

*daddy jesus, pls forgive me, i need to let out my ANGER and SADNESS!*

Well, photos are on facebook, u want view pls add me, and u will able to view it.

If not TOO BAD!!! haha, mayb i will upload 1 or 2...depends.... :D

I think i will blog tomorrow...

my world seems smaller, able to see things more clearly

but i feel suffocated, nt able to breathe properly... how??

Which is more important??

PS: today's post is very random...

The Moment by Sun Yan Zi

The Moment-孙燕姿

这一刻回头看见自己

这一路的风景百感交集的我

下一刻又将飞到哪里

渐渐疲惫的羽翼为你披上了勇气

放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔著不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信著我们终会找到自由

这一刻时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜陪伴著我前进
因为你让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧脚步更加坚定

放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔著不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信著我会找到自由

哦……只是远行不是逃避
告别是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你……要照顾自己不要忘记
那些灿烂过的痕迹

“这一刻，回头看见自己。这一路的风景，百感交集的我。”

Well, today seems like a holiday to me....
but i kept walking around my hse

thinking of what shld i do?

Shld i watch tv?

Shld i take a nap?

Or shld i nt do anything, and just stare blankly in the sky?

Everyone on earth now would be saying

"So much things to do, but yet so little time"

But i would say,

“So much time, but yet so little things to do...."

and the only thing i can do now, is worry

Worry abt result,

Worry abt whether i will retain....

Worry abt alot of things...

Today i watch videos on Stefanie Sun 孙燕姿

recently i keep listening to her songs....

听了她的歌，我有很多感触

也不知道为什么，听了她的歌，我会哭...

I dun why i gt this feeling,

Both IDOL and her song, always me give this kinda feeling...

i dun know how to describe, but i know i will 不知不觉地掉眼泪。

Well, mayb i will upload of both IDOL and 孙燕姿 song by tomorrow

coz my com want to sleep le,

and i saw some 'screw' falling of the CPU.

I think my com gt SCREW LOOSE!

Anyway, i'm starting to like stef 's songs now,

and IDOL is featured in both 8-days and I-weekly!

finally, some news of her......

Praying for a miracle to happen...

Hmmm.....Finally got the time a sit in front of the computer with a warm cup of milo......

Well, EOY has passed, kept thinking that i will retain,

thinking of what will happen if i retain...

haix, i took time for granted, i always thought that there is alot if time to study

but the truth is time passes very fast,

once you missed it, thats it.

But now everything passed, now awaiting for the results

whatever the results is, i may cried or i may just nt talk abt it.

i just have to say, i think i have done my best.

*oh, btw the exam enough is seriously nt enough for some paper.

just in case some cher who is seeing, can u all adjust and make the time longer?*

Anyway, one thing that i learned from church today

FAITH, OBEY, PATIENCE.

now i am PATIENTLY waiting for a miracle to happen.

Wish me luck.....

RANDOM!

Well, i got nth do so come and blog...

actually i gt nth to say,

not gonna use my brain cells,

and think abt a topic.

Anyway, EOY is coming,

getting prepare ,

to fight a war in front of me,

i hope to win victory,

and be myself again.

090909!

Well, today is 090909!

It a special day, that happens only once.

Missed it without knowing, 

mayb we will regret.

Today, JH and cynthia come my hse study,

study for at least 2 hrs, 

then we started playing with newspaper(out of randomness)

after that they went home,

i continued studying until dinner time.

Went for dinner, watch TV, use computer.

Haix, my life is so boring!!!

anyway, i blog today coz it is 090909!

Must blog! coz mayb tomorrow i lazy blog.

btw my post has no link till now! HOW?!

EOY is coming,

death end is here,

mayb after EOY, 

provided with good result,

and then mayb i will go see IDOL!

AH!!! EOY IS COMING! RUN FOR UR LIFES!!!

*amanda just dropped screw from her brain,

and now she is thinking on how to fixed it back?!*

STUDY!

                                                              the road is still long......

September holidays are here,
not knowing what should i do,
staring at the blank space,
imagining things that will not happen.

Haix, read someone blog.
i am really concern abt her,
trying to encourage her, but i dont know wat to say.
i really hate the feeling
when someone is sad,
and i just dont wat to do and wat to say.
haix, i feel so useless.

anyway, i really hope she can jia you.
because someone said this to me before,
只要不放弃，就会有奇迹
and this quote kinda motivate me,
i hope this can motivate her too...

as for me, well, doing homework from yesterday till nw,
haven complete yet,
intend to chiong everything by tomorrow.
Wish me luck!

*how i wish there is a shooting star right now,
i want to make a wish. and hope it will happen.*