UPDATE~

Actually nothing in particular...

Just want to write something here,

Something happened...

Not going to elaborate why,

but i was deeply hurt,

i cant believe what you have done

haix...

I trust you with all my life,

thinking you are the one who will listen to my sorrows,

share my happiness,

i was so wrong...

Now i can only depend on myself,

a few people knew about this,

but i kept quiet,

no one know who you are,

except for me and 1 more person...

Bleeding inside, and going to school trying to stay happy,

it was hard,

my friends ask me whether did i sleep late during the night,

i say yes,

i was thinking the fun times we had, the moments we share,

but now all gone....

I learnt to be independent.

I learnt to be strong,

Just glad you did not come and disturb me anymore...

Now that i wrote this,

i feel much better.....

LOST

I lost something today,

i dun know when i lost it,

but i know it's missing,

my friend name "feeling" is gone,

can you help me find it?

i recently got to know a new friend,

her name is "mood",

she made me happy,

she motivates me to study,

but i still lost "feeling"

Now i feel nothing,

really nothing...

感慨

今天会比较特别，我会使用华语来写我的部落格。

坦白说这个星期还过得蛮顺利的。。。

但有些东西让我感到很失望。。

我今年已经很努力的控制我自己，

尽量别在测验的时候作弊，

我必须承认，去年大部分都在作弊，

导致我的成绩变得跟残。。。

因为没有读，所以考不好。

我终于明白这个道理。

所以开学的这一个月，我都没有作弊，

我可以对天发誓。

我是真的真心想把书读好。

如果我真的没把测验该读得东西读好，

我也不会作弊，

我会当作惩罚，自作自受。。。

最后一年了，时间过好快，

明年就毕业了，真舍不得。。

我一定会加油的！！

我是不会放弃的！！！

all is well??

Really?

Well, school has started, so the every-day routine starts again....

countdown was normal and fun...haha.

RUIVIN!!!

i cant believe i am saying this,

but... i like school, even though i have to wake up like damn early..

however, school is fun, its a place where i feel peace.

its very hard to describe but i am very comfortable in school.

so... everything is fine. just fine....

Up next:

14jan- happy family

16jan- TDC

29 jan- RE's bday

31 jan- 2nd pay

02-04 feb- CNY eve and CNY

14feb- A Tales of 2 cities

What a money-and-drama pack months ahead....

:)

会痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

The Way

Isn't it true?

I once live a life following others,

but i now know how to live my life,

the way i want it to be,

its my choice and my destiny,

so let me be.....

I wish...

I wish I wish

with all my heart

to bless the people around me

with peace and good grades.

:D