I dont mind being a loser.... hahah!

(Lea Michele/Rachel)

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I'm a freakshow (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Cory Monteith/Finn)

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, 'cause I don't care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Chorus)
Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, I'm tunin' up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

NUMBER 17

Older than 16, younger than 18....

I had an awesome b'day celebration.

With song, lala, vinitha, angelina and jh....

isnt it great that you have such good friends around you,

to me i feel very very bless..... :D

hand-made gifts, a simple sms

are all very sincerely,

sometimes i dont think i really deserve all ur kindness...

they all made my day, SERIOUSLY!

hahahaha....

then another awesome grp wish me happy b'day,

they were all so cool....

all so hyper,

all so dear to me,

i love you guys!

i dont know what would do without you all!

PS: they refused to be known.... tsk tsk...

and lastly HIM AND HER wish me too!!!

Awww... though she had wish me before,

but i was still very high after that! :DD

HE was actually the 1st person to call me!

he is such a nice person! hahaha...

cannot praise him too much,

he will be on cloud nine later....

hahah!

17 is just another number, but yet there are people who appreciate these numbers,

as a form of celebration, blessing, a gift from heaven,

and i am just happy that i still on the earth,

i will cherish the people around, no matter what happens....

:DD

THE CAPSLOCK!

VERY CUT RIGHT?! HAHAHA!!

EXAMS ARE COMING!!!

I AM NOT GOING TO HUG ANY GODS LEG!!

YES!!

MUST STUDEH!!!

HAHAHA!

是時候讀書了!!!

I HAD A AWESOME WEEK!

MARINA BARAGE, STEMBOAT AND KOREAN FOOD!!!

MUHAHAHAHA!

我懂什麼是知足了！！！

我明白了！

這種小小的幸福就能很快樂了！

:D

愚人的国度

不只是爱情，友情也是愚人的国度。。。

It's the end... really??

Before and after....

1 sec before and 1 sec after..

it takes one second to destroy everything,

but it takes months to rebuild, and

trying to save lives in the shortest time possible,

and the nightmare will always stay in the people's hearts.....

Is it coming

Are we going to die?

Where would we go?

On that disaster day, some people say it will hit Singapore

we will all die,

for that moment i stared blank,

thinking what will happen if it really happens,

what will i do???

The truth? I really don't know...

As for now, i am really going to work hard, play hard and love hard,

as i will not know whether am i living the next day....

Now love the people you love, care for the people you care,

forgive the people you hate, stand up for what you believe,

and dont live in regret....

UPDATE~

Actually nothing in particular...

Just want to write something here,

Something happened...

Not going to elaborate why,

but i was deeply hurt,

i cant believe what you have done

haix...

I trust you with all my life,

thinking you are the one who will listen to my sorrows,

share my happiness,

i was so wrong...

Now i can only depend on myself,

a few people knew about this,

but i kept quiet,

no one know who you are,

except for me and 1 more person...

Bleeding inside, and going to school trying to stay happy,

it was hard,

my friends ask me whether did i sleep late during the night,

i say yes,

i was thinking the fun times we had, the moments we share,

but now all gone....

I learnt to be independent.

I learnt to be strong,

Just glad you did not come and disturb me anymore...

Now that i wrote this,

i feel much better.....

LOST

I lost something today,

i dun know when i lost it,

but i know it's missing,

my friend name "feeling" is gone,

can you help me find it?

i recently got to know a new friend,

her name is "mood",

she made me happy,

she motivates me to study,

but i still lost "feeling"

Now i feel nothing,

really nothing...

感慨

今天会比较特别，我会使用华语来写我的部落格。

坦白说这个星期还过得蛮顺利的。。。

但有些东西让我感到很失望。。

我今年已经很努力的控制我自己，

尽量别在测验的时候作弊，

我必须承认，去年大部分都在作弊，

导致我的成绩变得跟残。。。

因为没有读，所以考不好。

我终于明白这个道理。

所以开学的这一个月，我都没有作弊，

我可以对天发誓。

我是真的真心想把书读好。

如果我真的没把测验该读得东西读好，

我也不会作弊，

我会当作惩罚，自作自受。。。

最后一年了，时间过好快，

明年就毕业了，真舍不得。。

我一定会加油的！！

我是不会放弃的！！！

all is well??

Really?

Well, school has started, so the every-day routine starts again....

countdown was normal and fun...haha.

RUIVIN!!!

i cant believe i am saying this,

but... i like school, even though i have to wake up like damn early..

however, school is fun, its a place where i feel peace.

its very hard to describe but i am very comfortable in school.

so... everything is fine. just fine....

Up next:

14jan- happy family

16jan- TDC

29 jan- RE's bday

31 jan- 2nd pay

02-04 feb- CNY eve and CNY

14feb- A Tales of 2 cities

What a money-and-drama pack months ahead....

:)

会痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

The Way

Isn't it true?

I once live a life following others,

but i now know how to live my life,

the way i want it to be,

its my choice and my destiny,

so let me be.....

I wish...

I wish I wish

with all my heart

to bless the people around me

with peace and good grades.

:D

ESC......

<逃亡> --- 孙燕姿

踩着月光打开车窗
离开这城市想找个解放
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待总是填不满
我看着山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯
关于未来只有自己明白
不想让心情被现实打败
一路开往最高那一座山
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡
我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全都释放
用月光取暖给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光
要去闯

At Peace!

Well, i had a nice day today!

Spent my time laughing out loud,

look back at those times,

that i was being plain stupid,

i didnt have a firm stand.

But today i learned,

that i should know to differentiate good and bad,

the right and the wrong,

its my choice and i have my rights.

I think i am very comfortable now,

a certain dist with you i think is necessary,

i dont want to be that past me again,

so you might say that i am selfish,

you may dont like,

but let me tell you smth,

i like what i have now,

no matter what you do, you would not affect me.

:D

Guilty

GUILTY

–adjective, guilt·i·er, guilt·i·est.

having or showing a sense of guilt, whether real or imagined:a guilty conscience.

Really! I am feeling like that now...

Against my principle, against to what i believe...

One word to describe GUILTY,

And hereby i apologize,

and i promise i will never do it again!

CROSS MY HEART!

stress!!

I am really stress out, Are you?? *I don't think you understand how I feel......

Not to Forget = Remember ?

Is it true?

But why cant i do it?

Is it so hard?

Sometimes i wonder why...

HAHA!

I HAD A GOOD LAUGH TODAY ! HAHA!

How i wish you were here to share the joy...

Dear God,

It's me, A

I have lots of problems lately,

I got no one to tell to.

Or maybe its me that i cant trust....

Oh, i forgt to tell u that i had LOTS of fun during night study!

I remember that XY, me and JH were in a classroom,

ard 6plus i guess?

then we wanted to scare the teacher who came into the classroom,

but we end up having to scare ourselves,

at that time i was thinking,

in that point of time, if god could come down,

i think we would be screaming our lungs out.... HAHA!

Ok... but none of the teacher came,

so we decided to study,

and you know when 3 people who are metally insane,

can be more insane during the night?

Nah, i guess god will never know,

coz you are not insane by nature,

but our study was sort of counted as productive,

we sat down, take out our pencils cases, paper and some notes....

Is that counted as productive??

haha, that was because we only did that,

and the rest was just talking and talking...

But overall it was fun though,

i hope there another session!

Then maybe God, you might want to take MC from heaven,

and come to earth to study with us!

haha!

but till then.... :)

PS: Change, the only thing unchanged!

田馥甄- - 寂寞寂寞就好

还是原来那个我
不过撂掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会换这张脸应对笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
第二段：还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看的见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的
我总会把你戒掉