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There are times where things we can control,
but we never make full use of it,
there are also times where we think we gt it,
but in an actual fact we did not...

are we living in the reality?
or we are just trying to lie to ourself?
haix...

Well, got my results back..
not very good,
and of course not a very goos sign too..
time to buck up? i think so too..

watch With You everyday,
different thoughts come to me each day.
i wrote them down, thinking that when With You ends,
i will arrange them and post it here,

ok, here summary of thingy that it would most probably look like

A mother who is a survivor,
been through the storm,
shed buckets of tears,
but still survive...

haha, preview only lah, haven think of how to arrange it...

31 may is round the corner...
WORRIED!

June holidays are here!
HAPPY!

Need go back to school for lessons during June..
NEUTRAL!

Going to rebond my hair!
ELATED!

haha....

Its seems like a donkey years since i posted anything here....

OH! drama started...
i cried, not alot, i only used a few pieces of tissues...
haix, it seem like 10 mins before the show, i gt no appettite to eat,
and also the same when the drama ended.

Thoughts just came through my mind,
for the 1st 3 episode,
people do die...
but when your closest family passed away,
you will somehow feel the pain that you cant describe,
how you wish you can know when the person will die,
and just tell him/her before hand the things that you always wanted to say...
so that you would not regret...

i been through that before, twice somemore,
the 1st one was we somehow know that she will be gone one day, i managed to tell her things that i always wanted to say,
but as for the 2nd one, i was shocked, it was so sudden...

time REALLY waits for NO MAN!

well, the pain is there, 2 grandma gone in a year,
but i learnt something from the departure of them.
Treasure the ppl around you, to what you have to do today...
if not you will live in REGRET!
________________________________________

Well, solemn time is over,
back to my life...

life as usual goes on,
with a better begnning,
MYE is over!

Something is every wierd here,
coz when it is MYE, you fret about EXAMS!
but when MYE is over, you fret about RESULTS!
haix...i fret until my hair all going to drop liao...

today supposed to play basketball with jie hui and cynthia until 3pm,
but suddenly JH recieved a sms, saying that there is cheer practice...
so, we went there to check, but we are not in proper school attire,
so we ask shawn y to bring us proper school shoes,
then we ran in to the school....but kena spotted by SANDY!!!!
DAMN IT LAH!
ANYHOW ACCUSE PPL!
YOU NO EYES IS IT? OR YOU COLOR BLIND?!
SPOIL MY MOOD SIA....
YOU SO FREE AH...
KEEP COMPLIANING....
ARGH!

ok, done with my frustration...
i shld cool down...haha...
mayb i shld re-watch
its bring joy...
haha...

Well, type alot today...
shall continued next time...

Finally, i get to blog, actually i am kinda lazy lah...
trying to blog everyday but nth to blog leh...
haha.HF's over! No more XD!
i thinking i am still having HF withdrawal sydrome! HOW?!
Anyway, busy with school,
test, test and more test,
until i forgt that a thing call COMMON TEST!
Coz practically my so-called-everyday-test are SO COMMON!!!

Sians, other than trying to workhard, telling myself dont give up,
laughing like siao everyday, there is nothing much i can do to encourage myself.
Reflecting on wat SHE siad, everything seems to true...
DRilling on the A1s and distinction, 'o' level this and that,
sounded like nagging , but if i dont workhard now,
the one who suffer will be me and my parents!

My parents paying for the exam fee, and me choing-ing like siao again!
SO WHAT THE USE?!
so i try not to sleep in class, eat as many sweet as possible to keep myself awake...
haix...
that the year of 2010!
A rushing, stressing year,
but its a year that i will surely remember....
coz i know that i had once put in hardwork in my studies...

YO PPL!
haha...
how is your CNY ?
mine, was funny, got laughter.
haha..
the day where the 7 dwarfs gather together and chat.
the day where we gamble, the day where alot of us are sleepy after that.
Cool huh?
eat sleep eat sleep,
MINE ROUTINE YOU KNOW!
haha!

now blogging early in the morning,
waiting for ppl to get ready before we set off,
another funny day i guess?
haha...tell you all when i get back!
:)

* TOMORROW IS THE LAST EP OF HF!!!*
*AH! GETTING XIAO DONG WITHDRAWAL SYDROME! CHAM LAH! HOW?!*

WOW! My blog is like soooo....DEAD!
haha!
HAPPY FAMILY IS SO NICE!
XIAO DONG IS FUNNEH!
haha...
ALIBABA GOSTUN!

Well, at least her acting abit better lah...
her pronounciation abit weird oso..
anyway, i luff the show!

Kinda busy these days,
gt test, gt guitar, gt homework,
most importantly gt STRESS!
haha...

oh ya...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RUI EN!
haha..no tmie lah...if not friday can post de...
she is now 1 yr older le...
more mature?
haha...more like a mummy than a sister..
everytime 'nag' at us...haha
eg...must study hard ah, dun watch so much tv..and blah blah...
haha...
mayb i shld listen, or mayb not...
haha.

Well, enough of her,
its gonna be CNY soon!
TIME TO GET PREPARE!
CHIONG AND GO QUEUE FOR BA GUA!
haha..my favourite...
no ang pao nvm, gt FOOD can liao...

well, shall till here,
will blog someday.

9 more days till Happy Family starts...
CANT WAIT!
XIAO DONG!

Decide to blog today,
coz i dont think i get to use the com tomorrow...
haha. gt maths tuition tomorrow,
and yes, its in a tuition centre...
haha
i really like tuition centre,
i just feel weird...

Well, did my homework,
study for ss test,
day-dream abit,
sleep like pig,
haha...

i was wondering do ppl come my blog?
Well, i didnt create a blog for fame ,
i create coz i just feel like i need to write smth...
smth that i cant describe...
but i can write...

Sometimes i think that my life is rather meaningless,
coz i dont really do much about it,
i am just waiting for the day to pass,
and that should not be..
coz life should be fun, interesting and worth exploring...
isn't it?

HEY PPL!
Well, school has reopen,
things have changed,
time is running out,
more test are coming,
and that will be my life for 2010.
haix....

i have less time for computers,
more time on my textbook, notes and homework...
well, all this have taken at 1/2 of my time,
left 1/2 for leisure,
leisure meaning eat, sleep and abit of TV..
haha...

10 more days to Happy Family1
YEAH!