說了再見 才發現再也找不到。。。
我不想這樣就失去你的微笑。。。

There are times where things we can control,
but we never make full use of it,
there are also times where we think we gt it,
but in an actual fact we did not...

are we living in the reality?
or we are just trying to lie to ourself?
haix...

Well, got my results back..
not very good,
and of course not a very goos sign too..
time to buck up? i think so too..

watch With You everyday,
different thoughts come to me each day.
i wrote them down, thinking that when With You ends,
i will arrange them and post it here,

ok, here summary of thingy that it would most probably look like

A mother who is a survivor,
been through the storm,
shed buckets of tears,
but still survive...

haha, preview only lah, haven think of how to arrange it...

31 may is round the corner...
WORRIED!

June holidays are here!
HAPPY!

Need go back to school for lessons during June..
NEUTRAL!

Going to rebond my hair!
ELATED!

haha....

Its seems like a donkey years since i posted anything here....

OH! drama started...
i cried, not alot, i only used a few pieces of tissues...
haix, it seem like 10 mins before the show, i gt no appettite to eat,
and also the same when the drama ended.

Thoughts just came through my mind,
for the 1st 3 episode,
people do die...
but when your closest family passed away,
you will somehow feel the pain that you cant describe,
how you wish you can know when the person will die,
and just tell him/her before hand the things that you always wanted to say...
so that you would not regret...

i been through that before, twice somemore,
the 1st one was we somehow know that she will be gone one day, i managed to tell her things that i always wanted to say,
but as for the 2nd one, i was shocked, it was so sudden...

time REALLY waits for NO MAN!

well, the pain is there, 2 grandma gone in a year,
but i learnt something from the departure of them.
Treasure the ppl around you, to what you have to do today...
if not you will live in REGRET!
________________________________________

Well, solemn time is over,
back to my life...

life as usual goes on,
with a better begnning,
MYE is over!

Something is every wierd here,
coz when it is MYE, you fret about EXAMS!
but when MYE is over, you fret about RESULTS!
haix...i fret until my hair all going to drop liao...

today supposed to play basketball with jie hui and cynthia until 3pm,
but suddenly JH recieved a sms, saying that there is cheer practice...
so, we went there to check, but we are not in proper school attire,
so we ask shawn y to bring us proper school shoes,
then we ran in to the school....but kena spotted by SANDY!!!!
DAMN IT LAH!
ANYHOW ACCUSE PPL!
YOU NO EYES IS IT? OR YOU COLOR BLIND?!
SPOIL MY MOOD SIA....
YOU SO FREE AH...
KEEP COMPLIANING....
ARGH!

ok, done with my frustration...
i shld cool down...haha...
mayb i shld re-watch
its bring joy...
haha...

Well, type alot today...
shall continued next time...